Tired ass...

.... I'm worn out right now. My journey is tired. I spent some time meditating in the mountains. It's so strange... Irritated at all the work to get up there... then a few hours of solitude... somehow I can't find that in my daily life.

  Tumult going on in my head... Like and ocean at war with the wind rain and lightening. It will pass, the question is why? ....
and If I knew that.... the storm would be over.

... They talk about a middle path. Not to one extreme or another. In the Tao it's to flow with the river. The paradox in life.... mixed with walking that razor's edge of the middle road. I'd be curious how to write on the comparison between the two.

and.... I think I need my daily practice in order.